{"id":1241,"date":"2011-07-13T04:26:38","date_gmt":"2011-07-13T09:26:38","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/waronsociety.noblogs.org\/?p=1241"},"modified":"2013-02-03T17:13:38","modified_gmt":"2013-02-03T23:13:38","slug":"gabriel-pombo-da-silva-introduction-to-the-french-edition-of-xose-tarrio-gonzalez%e2%80%99-huye-hombre-huye","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/waronsociety.noblogs.org\/?p=1241","title":{"rendered":"Gabriel Pombo Da Silva: Introduction to the French Edition of Xos\u00e9 Tarr\u00edo Gonz\u00e1lez\u2019 Huye, Hombre, Huye"},"content":{"rendered":"

From Culmine<\/a> (July 10, 2011) translated by this is our job<\/a>:<\/em><\/p>\n

I like to sit down in front of the typewriter just as I\u2019m waking up, when I still don\u2019t know who I am, where I come from, or where I\u2019m going. My head is in the clouds, hazy and chaotic, beyond Space-Time or any Dialectic.<\/p>\n

While I write, my sense of self (whatever that may be) gradually \u201creturns.\u201d I open \u201cmy\u201d cell window, take a deep breath of the cold morning air, and feel my lungs expand. I make coffee, and its aroma relaxes me, reminding me of \u201canother time\u201d\u2014my childhood\u2014as well as my mother.<\/p>\n

My mother woke up every day at 5 a.m. to go to work. She would put the coffeepot on the kitchen stove, and in a few minutes that familiar aroma I found so appealing was wafting through the air. When I was little, I was convinced that one of the reasons my mother was so \u201cdark\u201d was because of all the coffee she drank. Who knows why? Kids have crazy ideas.<\/p>\n

On weekends, \u201cclass\u201d wasn\u2019t in session, so I was usually able to go to work with my mother. I enjoyed helping her.<\/p>\n

My mother was (and is) a \u201ccleaning worker,\u201d and to earn a living she had to clean other people\u2019s shops and offices. She always took pride in her work. Or perhaps it just was pride in having a job. I never knew exactly which.<\/p>\n

My father (now dead) was a construction worker, and he built houses for other people while we lived in a rented shithole. He also took pride in his work. Or perhaps it was also just pride in having a job. Again, I didn\u2019t know which.<\/p>\n

Even as a child, a deep feeling of hostility was beginning to grow within me toward what we now call \u201cwage-labor,\u201d but what was simply called \u201cwork\u201d back then. Somehow, my daily reality was teaching me that those who had nothing were being forced to sell their time as well as their energy to whose who had everything.<\/strong><\/p>\n

When I asked my parents why there were poor people and rich people, they told me it had always been that way since the beginning of time. My parents\u2019 \u201cmentality\u201d always shocked me: beggars were beggars because they were lazy, whores where whores because they were depraved, thieves were thieves because they were evil.<\/p>\n

You had to work, obey, be honest, and be a \u201cgood Christian,\u201d always willing to suffer and turn the other cheek. Someday, in the \u201cgreat beyond,\u201d we would find our reward.<\/p>\n

When I was a child, I was embarrassed to say that my mother was a \u201ccleaning worker.\u201d Now, I feel embarrassed for having been ashamed of my mother, for having been ashamed of being poor <\/strong>(I mean \u201cproletarian,\u201d since we never had to go begging)\u2014as if having been born poor, in the heart of a proletarian family, was a \u201csin\u201d or something you chose.<\/strong><\/p>\n

No, I couldn\u2019t get used to that \u201corder of things.\u201d I didn\u2019t want to accept such an order. I didn\u2019t want to be a proud worker who worked for \u201cother people\u201d and sold his time, his strength, all his energy, and sometimes even his Soul for money. . . .<\/p>\n

To me, prison wasn\u2019t anything distant or mysterious. Half the people in my neighborhood had been or were currently locked up in some cell.<\/p>\n

Very early in the morning on (prison) visiting days, I would watch mothers, sisters, and wives (why are women always the ones who unconditionally make trips to prison year after year, while it\u2019s the \u201cmen\u201d who disappear into thin air after no time at all?) set off with their little plastic bags full of food and clothing to wait for the bus that would drop them off near the prison.<\/p>\n

Off those women went, with clean clothes and food that were often bought on \u201caccount\u201d (credit), because in those days money and well-paid work were in short supply in my neighborhood. That\u2019s exactly why so many people were in prison. It had nothing to do with being \u201clazy,\u201d \u201cdepraved,\u201d or \u201cevil.\u201d Not everyone wanted to join the diaspora of immigration (like my parents did) or exile, so instead of accepting the exploitation of wage-labor or the dictatorship of the post-Franco market, they decided to \u201csteal\u201d or \u201ctake up arms\u201d against that entire order of things.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Those women who bought on \u201ccredit\u201d and marched with their little plastic bags like a silent army toward prison, often depriving themselves of food so that their sons, brothers, and husbands would never have to do without their little package of food and clean clothes, were the very embodiment of love and solidarity. I felt tremendous love and respect for them.<\/strong><\/p>\n

One of those women (she was both a mother and a grandmother) was called, or rather we called her, Do\u00f1a Cristina. She was a little old wrinkled lady with a kind, cheerful personality, but so tiny that the plastic bags she carried almost touched the ground, making each step she took seem like a superhuman effort. On more than one occasion I helped carry her bags to the bus stop.<\/p>\n

Do\u00f1a Cristina\u2019s son had been in prison for 12 years. He had stolen several cars (during the Franco era) that he later sold for parts to scrap yards and repair shops in order to make some money. He was one of those (thousands of) prisoners who didn\u2019t benefit from the \u201cpolitical amnesty\u201d at the end of the 1970s. He was also one of the rebels who organized the Committee of Prisoners in Struggle (COPEL, which was already in decline by then), and no one wanted anything to do with them.<\/p>\n

If my family was \u201cpoor,\u201d then Do\u00f1a Cristina\u2019s family lived in the most abject destitution. The subhuman conditions in which that woman survived (together with her daughter and her children\u2019s children, and without a \u201chusband\u201d or any kind of economic support) infuriated me so much that I decided to help her out. . . .<\/p>\n

It was the summer of 1982.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Like every morning, a swarm of human beings was set in motion. They spread out in all directions like tiny worker ants\u2014little rows and groups of men, women, and children on the way to their workplaces and schools. From their outfits and uniforms, it was easy to figure out their job, schooling, and even the \u201csocial class\u201d they belonged to.<\/p>\n

Few workers went to work in their own cars. Most of them used public transportation or woke up a little earlier and went on foot.<\/p>\n

I was sitting at the wheel of a Seat 131 I\u2019d stolen that very night from another part of the city. My friends\u2019 faces were tense, observing every movement on the streets adjacent to the Bank\u2014every car, every person, everything.<\/p>\n

I watched a cleaning worker enter the Bank at this early hour: the headscarf covering her hair, the yellow rubber gloves, the little plastic bucket that probably held cleaning products and supplies. I was reminded of my mother, who was doing exactly the same thing as this woman, but in another country 2,500 kilometers away.<\/p>\n

Toni tapped my shoulder and told me to move the car. Here, parked right in front of the Bank, we were drawing too much attention to ourselves.<\/p>\n

Toni was known as \u201cLefty.\u201d Years later he was found murdered alongside his girlfriend Margot. Both of them had been shot in the head. Word on the street was that it was the work of the Vigo police department\u2019s Robbery Squad.<\/p>\n

Toni was 15 years older than me, so he must have been around 30 at the time. He had just recently been released from prison and was part of a group that was responsible for supporting and disseminating the struggle of prisoners.<\/p>\n

I always liked his demeanor. He didn\u2019t talk too much, and when he did speak, he was usually very specific.<\/p>\n

Moure (who committed suicide years later) was sitting next to me in the passenger\u2019s seat. He winked at me, smiling while he cleaned the oil off the weapons he had in his lap.<\/p>\n

Moure also belonged to the prisoner solidarity group. Like Toni, he was older than me and had been in prison.<\/p>\n

We drove to the outskirts of the city since there usually wasn\u2019t any police presence there. After all, the poor didn\u2019t need to be \u201cprotected\u201d from their misery. The money was downtown, in the Banks.<\/p>\n

Once we were out in the sticks, we got out of the car to stretch our legs a bit. We\u2019d spent the whole night driving around, and we were tired and needed sleep.<\/p>\n

Toni picked up a twig. In the dirt, he began to sketch out the positions we would take up and the steps we would follow during the robbery. We also discussed the roads and routes we would use for our escape after the robbery.<\/p>\n

During this first action, I would have to remain in the car and \u201ccover our withdrawal\u201d in case the pigs showed up. For the task, Moure handed me a Winchester repeating rifle that very much reminded me of the ones \u201ccowboys\u201d carried in Hollywood movies.<\/p>\n

Once everything was sorted out, we got back in the car and headed for our target. Each one of us was immersed in himself. At such moments, there is nothing left to say. Everything has already been said. All that remains is total silence, complete concentration, and indescribable tension.<\/p>\n

We arrived. When we were a few meters from the Bank, Toni told me to stop the car, but we hadn\u2019t yet come to a full stop when I saw him leap out as if propelled from a slingshot. With a ski mask covering his face and a pistol in his left hand, he shouted: \u201cCome on, let\u2019s go, let\u2019s go!\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n

Moure followed a few steps behind, also masked and armed with a revolver.<\/p>\n

I saw them disappear into the Bank. Some pedestrians were dumbstruck by the whole scene. They were staring at the Bank, and then they looked in my direction.<\/p>\n

I didn\u2019t know exactly what I was supposed to do with these \u201cspectators,\u201d but to calm my nerves I decided to get out of the car and do something. I grabbed the rifle and approached them, saying something like: \u201cMove along assholes! Get out of here before I start shooting!<\/em>\u201d<\/p>\n

I wasn\u2019t wearing a ski mask, and the only thing partially covering my face was a pair of sunglasses. Luckily, it wasn\u2019t necessary to repeat my threats. The spectators left the scene. I remained outside the car, watching the Bank with my rifle pointed down the street in case the pigs showed up. My heart was beating furiously in my chest. I reached for my asthma inhaler, then remembered that I had left it at home. My hands were sweating. Each minute became an eternity. If the pigs appeared, I was prepared to shoot. That\u2019s what we had agreed to. I told myself that next time I wasn\u2019t going to stay in the car. It was better to be inside the Bank. Finally, I saw my friends exit the Bank and come running in the direction of the car. I jumped in, threw the rifle in the back seat, and picked them up.<\/p>\n

In the car, all the tension and energy that had built up during the robbery was released. My friends were all smiles, and so was I. They joked about how I looked with the rifle and sunglasses. We took the prearranged route at top speed, and I left them at a spot we had chosen in advance, where they hid themselves, the weapons, and the money. I had to get rid of the car far away from our \u201cbase,\u201d and I usually torched the cars we used.<\/p>\n

A few days later, Do\u00f1a Cristina found a bag full of 150,000 pesetas on her doorstep. Around the neighborhood, graffiti appeared in red paint: Total amnesty! All prisoners to the streets!<\/p>\n

The neighborhood leftists talked about \u201cpolitical prisoners,\u201d but people in the neighborhood didn\u2019t understand them. After all, the \u201cpolitical prisoners\u201d had already been released thanks to two partial amnesties. They talked about \u201csolidarity,\u201d about \u201cfreedom,\u201d but only for prisoners from their organizations. What about the prisoners from the neighborhood?<\/p>\n

I didn\u2019t attend \u201cpolitical\u201d meetings. I was 15 years old and didn\u2019t understand what the people there were saying. Also, it was always the same ones who spoke. They talked like \u201ctelevision personalities.\u201d<\/p>\n

I said goodbye to my friends with an embrace. They had a meeting to go to. I was planning to rob a food warehouse in Revilla and then distribute the food throughout the neighborhood. It was an action I managed to pull off successfully.<\/p>\n

\u201cCall me when you\u2019re planning another action. I\u2019m just not interested in politics.\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n

Over the course of two years, we managed to successfully expropriate over 20 bank branches and a dozen gas stations, along with other actions of that type. . . .<\/p>\n

Almost 30 years have now gone by since those events, those times, those \u201cspeeches,\u201d yet differentiating between prisoners still seems to be \u201ctopical.\u201d<\/p>\n

It\u2019s absurd to think that only prisoners with political consciousness are worthy of our \u201csolidarity.\u201d As if Do\u00f1a Cristina\u2019s son wasn\u2019t also a result of the system\u2019s contempt. As if the \u201clumpen\u201d were incapable of drawing conclusions from their own experiences and circumstances. As if their lack of \u201ceducation\u201d and \u201cculture,\u201d of money and support, wasn\u2019t punishing and ostracizing enough in itself.<\/p>\n

In prison, those differences are meaningless and irrelevant, because the architecture of prison doesn\u2019t \u201cmix\u201d prisoners according to their \u201cpolitical ideology.\u201d It\u2019s quite the opposite. Time, architecture, \u201cemployees,\u201d conditions, attitudes, and individualities are all artificially constructed in such a way that the \u201cday-to-day operations\u201d produce relationships of power and coercion\u2014in other words, alienation, contempt, etc.<\/p>\n

One defense mechanism (or even better, self-defense) against these false \u201cdichotomies\u201d (compartmentalizations), inside as well as outside (the System is the same on both sides of the walls), is informal organization based not only on action, but on any activity in accordance with a \u201cdistribution of tasks\u201d that pursues two simultaneous ends: \u201cliving our lives in the here and now,\u201d but also defining more \u201cambitious\u201d goals that \u201ctranscend\u201d our own \u201cindividuality\u201d without dehumanizing or alienating anyone in the name of some hypothetical \u201ccommunity\u201d or \u201ccommunism.\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n

What we want, or at least what I want, is the disappearance of power relations based on coercion: to live and act according to the principles of our hearts, to see \u201cothers\u201d not as \u201cobjects\u201d and\/or \u201csubjects\u201d but as individuals.<\/p>\n

Freedom doesn\u2019t mean \u201calienating\u201d ourselves. It means understanding our common \u201cinterests\u201d and desires in pursuit of a shared liberty, <\/strong>and in that sense living\/organizing and acting\/thinking in concert without having to \u201csacrifice\u201d oneself to delegation, participation, dirtying one\u2019s hands, getting involved, accepting \u201cresponsibilities,\u201d etc.<\/strong><\/p>\n

No single organization takes precedence over my individual liberty, and I don\u2019t want to be part of any revolution that doesn\u2019t let me dance.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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